tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7112615416297186103.post8999797553159299897..comments2018-09-26T04:09:12.032-06:00Comments on Cytokines Within: On Being Put in My PlaceKryssiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069374621545537887noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7112615416297186103.post-20005783165242797562012-10-16T14:02:31.840-06:002012-10-16T14:02:31.840-06:00Thanks Petey :)
On a rational level, I know that ...Thanks Petey :)<br /><br />On a rational level, I know that it's not a big deal. But you're right about the control... I was always a control freak before and putting together the map made me feel useful and in control again! I didn't realize how much emotion was riding on it until afterwards.<br /><br />But I'm already starting to get over it, so I know I'm regaining some emotional elasticity already :) Kryssiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10069374621545537887noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7112615416297186103.post-58497487651461075322012-10-16T13:44:50.724-06:002012-10-16T13:44:50.724-06:00I don't think anyone is angry with you, but i ...I don't think anyone is angry with you, but i totally understand the way you feel. I think its really common for those of us who have basically lost all illusion of control of our lives. I learned a long time ago I never really HAD control, but that doesn't mean I don't frequently grieve, tantrum or withdraw. I just know that it too, will pass, and life will go on, with some good days, some not so good. I hope you feel better and hit a high note soon!peteyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04842363901612535790noreply@blogger.com